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freedom done unto us

from gwildmmalsk by retrogress

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lyrics

let me choke
on everything that i broke
take every handful of shards and
shove them down my throat

i'm only ever good at absorbing everything
i can find out what you need
i can be anything

i often wonder what's behind the curtains i've put up
locked myself away from the most honest parts of myself

conscientiousness is nothing but a predictor
for always feeling like a mess
for always feeling the weight of my
own self-imposed consequences

calling, chastising myself
critical thinking: if i can put it into something i can measure
then i guess it just makes sense that i'm fucked up
biochemical meat puppet!

is all i ever clung to for so many years
as i grappled with every inch of my existence
every part of this shit i'm in that doesn't make any sense
i didn't ask to start off in such a mess

always playing second best
to my own self-imposed criticisms
cynicism's the only thing i've known to keep my heart beating

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from gwildmmalsk, released February 22, 2022

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retrogress British Columbia

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ts'msyen

some kind of experimental half improvisational series of sounds

"i feel like i'm listening to gold dust exploding in space"
- critic review of the beginnings of my first album

"what kind of trip even is this"
- yet another critic review

"existential wailing, but bitch I bleed with you" - a 2022 review
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