STRESSING OUT YOURSELF, DO YOU REALLY WANT TO TALK SEMANTICS RIGHT NOW I’M A DICK, BUT WE ALL KNEW THAT I’VE MADE NO EFFORT TO DENY THAT IM JUST WAITING FOR A MOMENT WHERE MY SENSE OF SUPERIOR CONTROL CAN TAKE OVER AND I’LL HAVE EVERYONE UNDER MY FINGER TRUST ME, I’M DIAGNOSED TO BE THIS WAY CONSTANTLY PREPARED TO MANIPULATE BUT INSIDE YOUR THIGHS, MAYBE I’LL FINALLY FIND A MOMENT OF CLARITY BEFORE LOSING SHIT COMPLETELY ENTIRELY FUCKED, CAN'T GET HOLD OF MYSELF IM SHOOTING UP AMP JUST TO COOL OFF DRENCHED IN SWEAT FROM ANOTHER’S BODY WONDER HOW LONG UNTIL SECTIONING FINDS ME BLIND IN MY RIGHT EYE FROM THE HUFF I MIXED LAST NIGHT I’M A SLEAZE, BUT WE ALL KNEW THAT I’M DISEASED AND IT’S NO WONDER I WOULDN’T FUCK ME EITHER BUT I CAN’T QUIT, WONT CURB MY OWN ENTHUSIASM MUSCLES ALWAYS SPASM BUT MY MIND IS ALWAYS DRIFTING BACK TO THE FEELING OF MY BREATH AGAINST YOUR SKIN, WANT TO FEEL YOU FROM WITHIN AND YOU WONT CALM DOWN, BUT I WON’T SACRIFICE MYSELF ‘CAUSE I'M A WASTE, BUT WE ALL KNEW THAT I’M DISGRACED AND THERE’S NO HOLY GHOST THAT COULD EVER CLEAN UP MY FUCKING FILTH SO, REALLY, I DONT BLAME YOU I’D WANT TO GET AWAY, TOO BUT I’M AFRAID THAT I CAN’T HAVE THAT, YOU’RE THE ONLY ONE I HAVE LEFT AND I HAVE SOME THINGS THAT I NEED TO GET OFF MY CHEST THE PHYSICAL CATHARSIS THAT I DESPERATELY SEEK I’LL CARRY ON FROM MY BEDSHEETS INTO CEMETERIES I’M A DICK, BUT WE ALL KNEW THAT THERE’S NO TAKING THAT BACK ONCE YOU’VE GONE SO FAR, YOU CAN’T EVER TAKE THAT BACK IN MY DEEP FREEZE I’LL KEEP THEM, EVERY PIECE IN MEMORIAM BECAUSE I'M A GOOD GUY BUT TONIGHT’S NOT THAT NIGHT SO I NEED YOU NOT TO FIGHT ‘CAUSE I'M A DICK, BUT WE ALL KNEW THAT COMPULSIVELY CONSUMED BY MY OWN MANIA WITH NO WILL INSIDE TO CONTROL MY IMPULSES I DIDNT MEAN TO START SHIT BUT I'M COMPLETELY FUCKED, I’M FULL OF MYSELF MY ENVY, PRIDE AND LUST BOILED IN TOGETHER WITH MY SCARLET LETTER I JUST WANT TO FUCK UNTIL I FEEL BETTER MY HEAD WON’T SHUT UP, AND I NEED TO GO FURTHER CAUSE I’M A CUNT, BUT WE ALL KNEW THAT SO I MAY AS WELL LIVE UP TO IT CRIMINALIZE THE SOCIALIZED AND DO AWAY WITH MY WHOLE LIFE BUT FOR A SECOND THOUGHT, YOU’RE THE ONLY ONE I HAVE LEFT FOR A CHANCE AT REAL COMPASSION BUT ALL THEIR PIECES IN MEMORIAM, COVERED IN FREEZER BURN ARE STILL A TESTAMENT TO HOW I WONT EVER LEARN HOW TO CARE FOR ANYTHING BEYOND MY OWN DRIVE TO OBJECTIFY EVERYONE I HAVE IN MY LIFE I’M A DICK, BUT WE ALL KNEW THAT SO YOU MIGHT WANT TO TAKE IT BACK CAUSE ONCE YOU’VE GONE SO FAR, YOU CAN’T EVER TAKE THAT BACK ONCE YOU’VE GONE SO FAR, YOU CAN’T EVER TAKE THAT BACK ONCE I’VE GONE SO FAR I WONT EVER GO BACK

STRESSING OUT YOURSELF, DO YOU REALLY WANT TO TALK SEMANTICS RIGHT NOW I’M A DICK, BUT WE ALL KNEW THAT I’VE MADE NO EFFORT TO DENY THAT IM JUST WAITING FOR A MOMENT WHERE MY SENSE OF SUPERIOR CONTROL CAN TAKE OVER AND I’LL HAVE EVERYONE UNDER MY FINGER TRUST ME, I’M DIAGNOSED TO BE THIS WAY CONSTANTLY PREPARED TO MANIPULATE BUT INSIDE YOUR THIGHS, MAYBE I’LL FINALLY FIND A MOMENT OF CLARITY BEFORE LOSING SHIT COMPLETELY ENTIRELY FUCKED, CAN'T GET A HOLD OF MYSELF IM SHOOTING UP AMP TO JUST TO COOL OFF DRENCHED IN SWEAT FROM ANOTHER’S BODY WONDER HOW LONG UNTIL SECTIONING FINDS ME BLIND IN MY RIGHT EYE FROM THE HUFF I MIXED LAST NIGHT I’M A SLEAZE, BUT WE ALL KNEW THAT I’M DISEASED AND IT’S NO WONDER I WOULDN’T FUCK ME EITHER BUT I CAN’T QUIT, WONT CURB MY OWN ENTHUSIASM MUSCLES ALWAYS SPASM BUT MY MIND IS ALWAYS DRIFTING BACK TO THE FEELING OF MY BREATH AGAINST YOUR SKIN, WANT TO FEEL YOU FROM WITHIN AND YOU WONT CALM DOWN, BUT I WON’T SACRIFICE MYSELF ‘CAUSE I'M A WASTE, BUT WE ALL KNEW THAT I’M DISGRACED AND THERE’S NO HOLY GHOST THAT COULD EVER CLEAN UP MY FUCKING FILTH SO, REALLY, I DONT BLAME YOU I’D WANT TO GET AWAY, TOO BUT I’M AFRAID THAT I CAN’T HAVE THAT, YOU’RE THE ONLY ONE I HAVE LEFT AND I HAVE SOME THINGS THAT I NEED TO GET OFF MY CHEST THE PHYSICAL CATHARSIS THAT I DESPERATELY SEEK I’LL CARRY ON FROM MY BEDSHEETS INTO CEMETERIES I’M A DICK, BUT WE ALL KNEW THAT THERE’S NO TAKING THAT BACK ONCE YOU’VE GONE SO FAR, YOU CAN’T EVER TAKE THAT BACK IN MY DEEP FREEZE I’LL KEEP THEM, EVERY PIECE IN MEMORIAM BECAUSE I'M A GOOD GUY BUT TONIGHT’S NOT THAT NIGHT SO I NEED YOU NOT TO FIGHT ‘CAUSE I'M A DICK, BUT WE ALL KNEW THAT COMPULSIVELY CONSUMED BY MY OWN MANIA WITH NO WILL INSIDE TO CONTROL MY IMPULSES I DIDNT MEAN TO START SHIT BUT I'M COMPLETELY FUCKED, I’M FULL OF MYSELF MY ENVY, PRIDE AND LUST BOILED IN TOGETHER WITH MY SCARLET LETTER I JUST WANT TO FUCK UNTIL I FEEL BETTER MY HEAD WON’T SHUT UP, AND I NEED TO GO FURTHER CAUSE I’M A CUNT, BUT WE ALL KNEW THAT SO I MAY AS WELL LIVE UP TO IT CRIMINALIZE THE SOCIALIZED AND DO AWAY WITH MY WHOLE LIFE BUT FOR A SECOND THOUGHT, YOU’RE THE ONLY ONE I HAVE LEFT FOR A CHANCE AT REAL COMPASSION BUT ALL THEIR PIECES IN MEMORIAM, COVERED IN FREEZER BURN ARE STILL A TESTAMENT TO HOW I WONT EVER LEARN HOW TO CARE FOR ANYTHING BEYOND MY OWN DRIVE TO OBJECTIFY EVERYONE I HAVE IN MY LIFE I’M A DICK, BUT WE ALL KNEW THAT SO YOU MIGHT WANT TO TAKE IT BACK CAUSE ONCE YOU’VE GONE SO FAR, YOU CAN’T EVER TAKE THAT BACK ONCE YOU’VE GONE SO FAR, YOU CAN’T EVER TAKE THAT BACK ONCE I’VE GONE SO FAR I WONT EVER GO BACK

I’M ON THE HUNT LATELY HIGH CLASS FLOOZY TRASH LAYING NAKED IN THE BACK OF YOUR CADILLAC LATE NIGHT VOYUERISM JUST SO I CAN RELAX LET MY KNUCKLES CRACK BEFORE I GO MAD YOU’RE HIGH, YOU SMILE AT ME AND I’M NOT SURE WHY WISH MY WILL WAS THAT GOOD AND I COULD SEE WHATEVER YOU SEE, BUT ALL I WANT IS YOU INSIDE ME BLINDFOLDED AND COLD BEGGING FOR MORE, BEGGING TO GO BUT I’M JUST TRYING TO FIGURE MYSELF OUT HOPING YOU COULD HELP ME OUT THEY SAY IT’S GOOD FOR YOUR HEALTH TO EXPOSE YOURSELF BUT I’M COLD OPENED MYSELF UP AND THERE WASN’T MUCH LEFT TO LET GO I GOT A BLACK HOLE WHERE A CONSCIOUSNESS SHOULD GO I'M ON THE HUNT LATELY, PUBLIC INDECENCY FIND A COP AND GET SHOT OFF A MISDEMEANOUR CHARGE BUT I’M A MENACE AT LARGE, ROLLING WEED DOWN THE HIGHWAY I’M WELL ON MY WAY TO FEELING SOMETHING MORE THAN WHAT I LEFT INSIDE ME FEELING SOMETHING EVEN WITHOUT THE VIBRATE FEELING SOMETHING, I DONT CARE WHAT IT MEANS I JUST WANT TO FEEL COMPLETE WITH YOU ON YOUR KNEES WHITE GIRL PRIVILEGE WHEN YOU WANT TO FUCK ME BUT SAVAGE SICKNESS WHEN YOU NEED TO WANT ME THEY SAY IT’S GOOD FOR YOUR HEALTH WHEN YOU CAN FAKE IT THAT WELL, STILL IT’S WORTH EVERY DIME JUST TO TRY AND CALM MY DRIVE A BUCK EIGHTY ON MY WAY MOUTH LIKE AN ASHTRAY HAVE A COUPLE GUYS I’VE HAD MY EYES ON THERE’S ROOM STILL IN MY CLOSET IF I MAKE SOME DONT KNOW HOW MUCH LONGER I CAN PUSH MY LUCK WAITING EVERY NIGHT FOR THAT TYPE 2 FUCK THEY SAY YOUR BODY IS A TEMPLE, SO PROTECT IT BUT MY BODY IS A GRAVEYARD OF WHO’S BEEN INSIDE IT AND MEDICINE’S COME A LONG WAY IF I NEED IT AND RIGHT NOW ALL I NEED IS THIS FIXATION SIX SIX SIX TATTOOED INSIDE YOUR LIP YOU SAY YOU ONLY FUCK THE BEST, GUESS I’LL TAKE THAT AS A COMPLIMENT HANDS GRIPPED AROUND YOUR NECK HIDING MARKS I BIT FINGERS STILL WET LIKE I NEVER LEFT THEY SAY IT’S GOOD FOR YOUR HEALTH TO EXPOSE YOURSELF LAYING NAKED IN THE BACKWOODS, I'M TIRED, TIE YOURSELF UP SOMEDAY YOU’LL FIND A GUY YOU’LL LET COME INSIDE I TRIED TO PLAY SENSITIVE, BUT I'M DESENSITIZED HYPERSEXUAL VIOLENT MIND I SWEAR I’D SHARE EVERYTHING WITH YOU, BUT YOU WOULDN’T WANT TO IT’S BETTER YOU DON’T KNOW ALL THE THINGS I WANT TO DO, TO YOU TO ME, TOO BETTER TO ESCAPE IT IF YOU CAN, SO, TRY AND GET AWAY I NEED THE EXERCISE, IT’S BEEN A FEW DAYS AND I CANT CLEAR MY HEAD OF THE THOUGHT TONIGHT OF YOUR HIPS, YOUR SPIT, MY KNIFE TAKE YOU BACK TO MY SPOT ONCE I CLEAR THE OTHERS OUT DONT KNOW IF I GIVE A SHIT ENOUGH TO SORT THIS ALL OUT YOU’RE GOOD ENOUGH FOR NOW, SO QUIET DOWN I HAVE A CHANGE OF CLOTHES YOU CAN HAVE WHEN WE’RE DONE IT DOESN’T NEED TO GET SLOPPY, I’M JUST HAVING FUN THEY SAY IT’S GOOD FOR YOUR HEALTH TO EXPOSE YOURSELF BUT I’M COLD AND UNCONTROLLABLE, AND I'M AFRAID YOU’RE NOT GOING HOME THERE WASN’T EVER ANYTHING ELSE

DEPENDING ON WHERE YOU GET CUT IT ONLY TAKES JUST A FEW MINUTES TO BLEED OUT BUT EXSANGUINATION IS A LENGTHY GAME TO SIT THROUGH YOURSELF THE VERTIGO AND THE SPASMS THE MESS AND COLLAPSING IT’S HARDLY WORTH IT IF THEY FIND YOU FACE DOWN IN A POOL OF YOUR OWN REGRET SO GO OUT AT NIGHT, GET INTO A FIGHT PISS SOMEONE OFF ENOUGH AND LEAVE YOUR DOOR UNLOCKED AND REST EASY WAITING FOR THE PILLOW HELD AGAINST YOUR FACE IT ONLY TAKES JUST A FEW MINUTES TO SUFFOCATE IF YOU DON’T FIGHT AGAINST IT ANY HARDER THAN YOU NEED TO SO NO ONE SPECULATES PROVIDED NO ONES GUILTY CONSCIENCE GETS IN THE WAY BUT BRAIN DAMAGE IS A HAZARD THAT’S HARD TO AVOID IF THEY WALK AWAY AND YOU RESUSCITATE SO FUCK IT, GO OUT AND GET LAID TAKE TWENTY SOME ODD SHOTS AND DON’T HESITATE TO GET FILTHY WITH SOMEONE CLEARLY FUCKED UP THEMSELVES STILL SHAKING AFTER THE LAST TRACK MARK ON THEIR ARM AND DO LOTS OF DRUGS AND GET HIGH ENOUGH THAT YOU MANAGE TO BLACK OUT AND WAKE UP FAR AWAY FROM WHERE YOU CAME FROM BUT THINGS LIKE SYPHILIS TAKE A REAL LONG TIME DECADES BEFORE YOU LOSE WHATEVER’S LEFT OF YOUR MIND THERE’S ADVANTAGES TO INERT GASSES AND SHORT DROP HANGING IS AN OPTION BUT EVERYTHING IS EFFORT AND I'M LAZY EVERYTHING’S WORK AND I DON’T WANT TO BE TRYING ANY HARDER, IT NEEDS TO COME NATURALLY LIKE THE WAY MY HANDS MOVE FLUIDLY, MECHANICALLY WITH A LIGHTER GRIPPED IN THEM TIGHTLY AND A BOTTLE OF WHATEVER I’VE MIXED UP LATELY SO I DONT MEAN TO GET SO SHITTY SO QUICKLY BUT I’VE BEEN EYEING YOU UP AND I’M CLEARLY FUCKED IN THE HEAD I DONT MEAN TO BE BRASH BUT YOU’VE GOT A GOOD ASS AND MAYBE THAT’S ALL THAT I NEED GET IT ON THROUGH THE NIGHT PHYSICALLY, NOT JUST WET DREAMS, OF EVERYTHING I’LL NEVER BE BUT TWENTY SECONDS OF EUPHORIA IS GOOD ENOUGH FOR ME SO GIVE ME BRAIN AND TELL ME EVERYTHING YOU WANT TO SEE LIKE THE TRUNK OF MY CAR AND A BACK ALLEY IT ONLY TAKES A FEW MINUTES BEFORE THIS GETS MESSY DON’T TRUST ME, I’M A CALAMITY BUT TOUCH ME, I NEED SOME RELEASE YOU’RE RESPONSIBLE FOR ME, SO WANT ME TAKE ONE FOR THE TEAM AND GET IT OVER WITH QUICKLY MAYBE THEN I WON’T NEED JUST A FEW MINUTES AND A BUCKET AND SOME SPEED NOT JUST HIGH ON WEED, NOT JUST ALL ME, ALL ME OH GIRL, I CAN SHOW YOU MY WORLD, GIRL MY BASEMENT’S NOT TOO COLD, GIRL RELAX AND IT WON’T HURT, NO